cofession of friends

It's Been a While.
Since my heart have been changed.
Since i have been dealing with this loneliness.
Everytime you came back.
I Hate the guy that made you cry.
I do rather Protect you.

Although i duno if it will make it better.
This time i will hold you.
And Love You is what i thought.
Please come to me now.
And be my Lady.
I have watched you for so long.
I stood there by bot saying a word.
And hiding my Pitiful heart.

As a Friend,
To remain as a Friend.
I have to push the Confessions down my throat.
But I will confess to you now.
" Nuruel Saranghae "
You hold my hand and tell me,
you only have me.
Keeping me as a Friend.
You say it's a blessing.
Whenever you say let's never change.
I have to push my feeling down.
It might be best if i protect you.
I wass too scrared to lose you.
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I hate those who like show off.
Whatever !
Being myself .