Friday, December 10, 2010

愿他 安息 ; R.I.P.

相信所有人都知道了那位为爱轻生的男孩了吧 ?
嗯 ` 此时此刻 还是在同情他
接受不到 ` 那些旁观者在他面书留的冷言冷语
他是死者 ` 请尊重他



或许他是傻 或许是天真
或许 是他的爱里 多了些许的错误观念
安息吧 ` 一切都过去了 ; 望你在另一个世界 ` 会幸福些



在面书里 ` 分享了很多关于男孩的东西
嗯 ` 俺是很介意这件事情 ; 毕竟`爱情不应该是这样的
爱情 是粉红色的 浪漫带出甜蜜感
它 不是灰暗的 不是以死亡就能带出伟大的
明白了吗 ? ; 嗯 ?



希望 ` 不会再有那样的事情发生
真的 很让人痛心
真的 让人对爱情 有那么些不寒而栗

有人说 蒲公音象征着想念

幻想着 蒲公音在空中飞舞 有多漂亮
可心中的他 已随着蒲公音飘到另外一个世界去
想着 曾经和他去过的地方
想着 曾经为他疯狂做过的事情
想着 曾经一起看过的电影
想着想着 泪水缓缓而下
解放了粉蓝色的气球
让它们升上天空 让它们陪着他飘向另外一个世界去
地球上的事 也不要再有牵挂
愿你能够安详地离开 在天堂里保佑她活得更好
阿弥陀佛。

The reason God gave us life,was not for us to take it away.

It was about a Malaysian guy,who commited suicide,cause his girlfriend dumpt him.I really don't get why people commit suicide just because they lost their so called ''loved ones''.I mean,if someone really loved you,they wouldn't want you to die right? They would definitely want you to live your life to the fullest and not otherwise.
Maybe he thought that dying was the best solution.He said he loved his girlfriend,a girlfriend who never really loved him.Of course,she wouldn't feel anything cause she doesn't love you.But what about your parents? The people who really did love you?How would they feel?
Perhaps you commited suicide,to make her feel bad.But what if she doesn't?Then you would have wasted your life.The Malaysian guy was only 22.Sure,God had planned better things for him.You never know what will happen tomorrow.Life is unexpected,Its full of surprises.I really pity his family members.
Do you know that there are so many people,who are actually struggling for survival.I was talking to eikhuan in the afternoon.I was telling him about the people in my life,may it be a family member or a friend,who had passed away.
There was one guy from my church,he was about the same age as the Malaysian guy too.20+.He had leukaemia.He's passing away was a tremendous hit to his family members.
My point is,do you know how much,if there was a price,someone would give,to bring back their sons/parents/daughters/siblings life?
Your parents,Malaysian guy,will probably blame themselves.Moreover your sister,who had already suspected something was wrong when you said you loved her over facebook.She would blame herself for not realising what was happening at that momment. Will you rest in peace,if you found out that you brought so much sorrow to your parents?
Maybe you have had your own opinion,maybe you thought it was the right choice,maybe the girl you loved did feel guilty.But will she live in peace,knowing that she has made you commit suicide?Yeah,so you did wrote your final words,asking her to not blame herself,but If I was in her position,I would blame myself,if I still had the feelings for you.
Its so funny how the people who are living,wants to die,and how the dead's family members,wish their loved ones,who has left them were to be alive.
If everyone were to commit suicide,just because of a small tiny struggle in life,everybody would be dead by now. to The Malaysian guy's family,even If you're not reading this,my condolences to your son :)



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