What happen?

What is going on??
Am I did some thing wrong here??
I'm feeling great confuse !!
Confused about what ?? about who ?? and why ??
I ..I don't know ...I have no idea ..
Maybe I too dull...I'm a dull children ...
what I just knew is today's in bad mood ...

I felt not really well right now ...
My head began pain again ...*headache*, I felt so dizzy , My throat started pain ...
See ...every bad thing happened to me ...but I don't have the chance to tell them...
What the hell I'm thinking now??
I started thinking nobody are not loves me ...they don't like stay with me ...
What I thinking now are making me confused ...
I knew I should stop it ..!! stop thinking of these bull shit !!
I shouldn't thinking of these bad things again ...

Me ...silly me everytime in last minutes I only get the point .
mean's in the last minutes ..I only know what's going on ..
How come??
In fact ,I really don't want become like this ...
I'm SERIOUS