fatigue

"Everything falls apart, leaving me mentally & physically weak, without the energy or even the willpower to walk on this route."

its very tiring. i'm very tired. mentally, physically. I feel glad I still have somewhere to express myself. Say twitter and here. Everything is falling apart. I sometimes just wish there would be someone out there. JUST ONE that would really understand how I feel. When everything is falling apart, you realize no one is there except family but what exactly is family.

I know its so unlike me to suddenly feel all down but i've been keeping everything inside for far too long. You know what I feel like doing now ? Call me drama mama but I just feel like going to the beach and scream everything out. The moon tonight is so nice, I wish to lie there and speak to the moon or whoever that might actually hear me and bring some change into my.