♥ Congratulations ♥
Congratulations to the newly wed Louis Loo and Elaine.
I felt happy and relieved for my cousin that he is happily prepare for his wedding.
But I was secretly questioning myself will it ever happened to me?
Is it a fairytale that would never come true for me?
I don’t know.
Long ago, I already lost my trust in MARRIAGE.
I lost my trust in HUMANITY.
So what’s marriage to me? Is marriage that important? Will it last? What if it doesn’t?
All these questions were bugging me.
True enough, many people need to go through the process of marriage ( in some point of their life ) OR they could be engaged in a long term relationship ( without marriage coming into concern ).
But what if two people start to get tired of each other and slowly distanced away from each other?
Can I take the blow if I was one of them?
NO I DON’T.
I take everything I’m ENGAGED to very seriously.
Be it friends, family or my loved ones.
I had been single for ( close to ) 4 years, until now my previous relationship still haunts me.
I am happy the way I am now.
SINGLE, FREE and AVAILABLE.
I rather spent the time with people ( family and friends ) that are worthy and they loved me back equally and unconditionally.
Yes. It’s a definitely a LONELY route.
I do break down into tears and I motherfucking hate VALENTINE DAY ( because I don’t have a fucking valentine date ) .
But I’m growing stronger and more independent day by day.
I learnt how to take care of myself and not letting people in/out of my life so easily.
I could say that I guard my feelings very closely now.
Will I be going for dates in the future?
Yes, I will ( STILL??? can imagine after all the heartbreaks ?!?!? )
Why?
Because I want to give myself a chance to accept people ( or meet new people ).
If we doesn’t become lovers, we can become FRIENDS
Congratulations to the newly wed Louis Loo and Elaine.
I felt happy and relieved for my cousin that he is happily prepare for his wedding.
But I was secretly questioning myself will it ever happened to me?
Is it a fairytale that would never come true for me?
I don’t know.
Long ago, I already lost my trust in MARRIAGE.
I lost my trust in HUMANITY.
So what’s marriage to me? Is marriage that important? Will it last? What if it doesn’t?
All these questions were bugging me.
True enough, many people need to go through the process of marriage ( in some point of their life ) OR they could be engaged in a long term relationship ( without marriage coming into concern ).
But what if two people start to get tired of each other and slowly distanced away from each other?
Can I take the blow if I was one of them?
NO I DON’T.
I take everything I’m ENGAGED to very seriously.
Be it friends, family or my loved ones.
I had been single for ( close to ) 4 years, until now my previous relationship still haunts me.
I am happy the way I am now.
SINGLE, FREE and AVAILABLE.
I rather spent the time with people ( family and friends ) that are worthy and they loved me back equally and unconditionally.
Yes. It’s a definitely a LONELY route.
I do break down into tears and I motherfucking hate VALENTINE DAY ( because I don’t have a fucking valentine date ) .
But I’m growing stronger and more independent day by day.
I learnt how to take care of myself and not letting people in/out of my life so easily.
I could say that I guard my feelings very closely now.
Will I be going for dates in the future?
Yes, I will ( STILL??? can imagine after all the heartbreaks ?!?!? )
Why?
Because I want to give myself a chance to accept people ( or meet new people ).
If we doesn’t become lovers, we can become FRIENDS
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