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Before reading this post, I had to say this is very boring post,so just ignore it if you feel uncomfortable.But welcome to read it to..appreciate my dearest readers

I just perceived that my catches are going down and down , Ive never blogging for such a day like before, my blog is getting bored,even myself -I don't feel like blogging at all?

I always look things as so serious.I always magnified the problem and think it on negative way . It made my life always emo. : - (I hate myself being over-worried.)I think the best way for girls to release all the negative thinking is tears. Well , my days is getting worse and emotional , I could be fly so high this moment and else fall in despair of everything :(I've to put myself together , shaking off the bad lucks and make up my mind and I know I will be fine , must be fine)

I am fragile.I am sensitive+negative all the way. I hate myself being in this way , but I just can’t escape from it .Sometime I used to hide all the emotions , but the sadness still remain, The sorrow even made me always get insomnia.i'm depressed of all the things?family~health~money~studies~friendship~loving~future~my bad luck ~everything tat i'm thinking,,even the end of the world..i'm thinking it too..

tonight,i'm insomnia again,i cant fall asleep..wondering why..its my fault?or i should not blame everyone even the GOD?now..i hope i can keep away from the bad luck recently..pls go away from me..appreciate