oh boy , i was so naive .

i think the blogging bug conquered me .
cause i've been getting this urge to blog .
so i shall give in this time . [;

and guess what else invaded me ?
say hello to the wanting - to - go - out - and - meet - new - and - fun - people bug .
HAHA , what a name right .
just being original to whatever my brain says . [:

anyway , i've got quite a day today .
learnt something ;
truth hurts , but lies kill .
apparently , life's always filled with surprises .
pleasant or not.


i was actually enjoying my day until facts got unraveled .
and it's crystal clear to me .
how much naive could i had been if not for today , i'm just wondering .
the shock is still having its effect on me .
i won't wish that it'll go away right away , because i know it won't .
but this , i'm gonna need some serious time out here .

but then again .
if life's tough , i'm going to need to step it up .
cause i'm tougher .
not going to let this bring me down .
but the trust is so going to be hard to fill in